sabishii hana

sayonara 2010

December 31, 2010 at 10:45 PM (Uncategorized)

hello another sad lonely year 2011

been walking alone in the frozen winter snow alone
waiting for spring to come.
seasons come, seasons go
nothing has changed.
not the stuff that counts that is.

every new years everyone makes their own
“new years resolution”
and most of them break it
or leave it unaccomplished

i, on the other hand
will most likely be leaving it unaccomplished too
but will try to do my best at it
probably

so my new years resolutions will be
-thoroughly chewing my food
-organize my spending
-try to clean up room and make it look nice
-get better at my instrument
-get better at writing music and shit
-work harder
and
-much much more xD

-what kind of new years resolution is to chew your food more thoroughly you ask
well……..i need to start practicing that.
because it’s like every time i eat it’s like a fuckin race.
i eat fast,
i chew half way
and then swallow
i’d be finishing my 3rd serving
and my parents would probably still be in teh middle of their 2nd serving
LOL

im such a fat ass xD

-organized spending…..
i am horrible with money.
sometimes…..
i spend ALL of my money within 4 days of getting the paychek
and if it’s all gone,
i’ll be waiting for 2 weeks to pass by just to get the next paychek
so with this im limiting myself, splitting my 2 paycheks accordingly
and try to save.
TRY!

-try to clean up room.
it’s a fuckin mess,
dust everywhere
no girl would wnat to sleep here (w/ me)
effing sad…..

-get better at Bass
like i said.
im a freaken poser.
and i dun like being a poser
posers are pussies
i like pussies,
but being one is a problem >8 (

-get better at writing music
i freaken bought a freaken midi keyboard to attach to the comp
to write my music
i guess i have to learn piano too
D :

-work harder
hell im working 2 jobs
working 2 jobs dont mean ur all that and shit
it means ur have 2 freaken jobs
thers still a chance i’ll be let go
for whatever reason
and i dun plan on being bankrupt
so…..
im gonna work my ass harder.
and get a raise
no not promotion.
i want a freaken raise for doing the same shit im doing nao.
i dun wna do more work …..

-much much more
ther are always things taht one can improve one
these things may not appear now
but they’ll eventually come
and you’ll need to adapt to them accordingly

heed my word….
i’ll prolly leave these things half finished.

most importantly for my new year to come
” wait for spring to come “
hahahaha, try to figure that one out

happy new years everyone
(wats so happy about another loner year)